Thursday 21 June 2007

September 1, 1939

I sit in one of the dives
On Fifty-Second Street
Uncertain and afraid
As the clever hopes expire
Of a low dishonest decade:
Waves of anger and fear
Circulate over the bright
And darkened lands of the earth,
Obsessing our private lives;
The unmentionable odour of death
Offends the September night.

Accurate scholarship can
Unearth the whole offence
From Luther until now
That has driven a culture mad,
Find what occurred at Linz,
What huge imago made
A psychopathic god:
I and the public know
What all schoolchildren learn,
Those to whom evil is done
Do evil in return

Exiled Thucydides knew
All that a speech can say
About Democracy,
And what dictators do,
The elderly rubbish they talk
To an apathetic grave;
Analysed all in his book,
The enlightenment driven away,
The habit forming pain,
Mismanagement and grief:
We must suffer them all again.

Into this neutral air
Where blind skyscrapers use
Their full height to proclaim
The strength of Collective Man
Each language pours it's vain
Competitive excuse:
But who can live for long
In a euphoric dream;
Out of the mirror they stare,
Imperialism's face
And the international wrong.

Faces along the bar
Cling to their average day:
The lights must never go out,
The music must always play,
All conventions conspire
To make this fort assume
The furniture of home;
Lest we should see where we are,
Lost in a haunted wood,
Children afraid of the night
Who have never been happy or good.

The windiest militant trash
Important Persons shout
Is not so crude as our wish:
What mad Nijinsky wrote
About Diaghilev
Is true of the normal heart;
For the error bred in the bone
Of each woman and each man
Craves what it cannot have,
Not universal love
But to be loved alone.

From the conservative dark
Into the ethical life
The dense commuters come,
Repeating their morning vow,
'I will be true to the wife,
I'll concentrate more on my work',
And helpless governnors wake
To resume their compulsory game:
Who can release them now,
Who can reach the deaf,
Who can speak for the dumb?

All I have is a voice
To undo the folded lie,
The romantic lie in the brain
Of the sensual man-in-the-street
And the lie of Authority
Whose buildings grope the sky:
There is no such thing as the State
And no one exists alone;
Hunger allows no choice
To the citizen or the police;
We must love one another or die.

Defenceless under the night
Our world in stupor lies;
Yet, dotted everywhere,
Ironic points of light
Flash out wherever the Just
Exchange their messages:
May I, composed like them
Of Eros and of dust,
Beleagured by the same
Negation and despair,
Show an affirming flame.

W H Auden

8 comments:

bethnoir said...

That is beautiful, what inspired you to post it?

Gari said...

It has long been one of my favourite poems. Bits of it have been popping into my head for no good reason for the past few weeks. And I decided that I should make this blog a bit more like a scrapbook of things that matter to me. The actual on-line diary of a shop manager in his late 30's is rarely going to be exciting.
I'm glad you liked the poem, I've found that too many people are dismissive of Auden these days. I blame "Four Weddings..."

bethnoir said...

I have to say I wept like a girl when they read the Auden poem in the film, I fail to see how that could make people dismissive of him. It's a familiarity breeds contempt thing maybe?

You're very interesting, but I think a scrapbook approach is cool :-)

Gari said...

There seemed to be a bit of an Auden backlash sometime after the film came out. Which I found unfortunate as the John Hannah reading is one of the most moving pieces of modern British cinema. Thankfully, in this the centenary of his birth, Auden not John Hannah, there seems to be a positive rediscovering of him.

Gwen said...

It's a lovely poem. However I think that there might be some interesting tales to tell from the average Shop Manager too.

Gari said...

Gwen, Who knows, maybe one day I shall tell all about the drunken Essex landlady and the broken hearted Highlander. It is a fine tale which involves Leibraumilch, a sliced finger, A&E and the police. Oh and a suspected murder...

bethnoir said...

do tell, having heard your Robert Smith story, I am hungry for more!

Gwen said...

Gari - your story sounds excellent - a blog post beckons I think.